I don't know if I can trust any one any more. every one in my life has lied to me. made me do things that I have regretted, like when my friends told me lies about my boyfriend so I would brake up with him. all because they didn't like him, they made me miserable, like I was a total bitch. all I want to do any more is to push a way all the people I love. the most common thing I think of now is me just walking out the door and NEVER!!!!!!!!! looking back. I just wish that I could start fresh and have the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference. all I want to do is leave....